Wednesday, January 28, 2009
This is so complicating.....
Ok... I've decided to stop myself from swearing... Yea... I ate blachan chilli and drank champagne... So like at 5 in the morning, i got up and ran to the toilet and like puked everything i ate for dinner... Yea.... So i like puked out everything... Hehe.. Now on to more pressing matters... I have combined service at church this saturday... And i also have, according to my mum, last training with James... So i dunno which i should go to... And there's no service on sunday... Which complicates things cuz they're at the same time... I want to go for both... But i... I think i have a solution... This reminds me of Abraham and Isaac... But feel free to comment on what i should do...
Posted by cAvEll at 7:26 PM
Monday, January 26, 2009
I finally snapped...
Hey guys and girls... I think i finally snapped... The bloody neighbour barged in the bloody party and fucking ruined everything juz cuz last night we fucking pissed his wife off.... Then my dad and my other neighbour were like talking then it turned nasty... Then they were shouting... And i couldn't take it... All the fucking noise they were making... I just wanted to eat in peace... BUT NO!! BLOODY FUCKERS HAD TO FUCKING RUIN EVERY DAMN THING I DO!!! FUCK THEM!!! Then i lost it... I dunno wat to do.... But i rushed off... I went to my room... And i opened my bible... And i juz read until i heard shouting was over... But i continued anyway cuz like i felt peace... Yea... But i feel... Good now.. Better... But still pissed... Hehe
Posted by cAvEll at 9:19 PM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Another post.....
Another post.... It's Cheena New Year... For all those hardcore chinese.... I'm not.. Cuz i'm not pure chinese!!! Only in China can find all those pure, hardcore chinese... Haha... Yea.. I love church... Its like my place of relexation... I can think in there... Think about all the happy things... Then i can do my bible studying there... Even though i'm new there, everyone's very welcoming.. Church is like my home... Everyone's my brother and sister... Except my brother cuz he's really my brother... So yea, u get it... So the after-effects of my sun burn... My skin's peeling off like one chunk at a time... so u might get the chance to see it.... If ure lucky :D.... I think my bro saw and got freaked out... New weapon... My dead skin... Picture it as a really tanned neck with giant pink holes here and there.... hehehe... My tan's in the shape of my PE tank top... But from the back looks like i'm wearing a sports bra... Hahaha... I think i would want to go for Novice... But who's my partner... I ask Zalina :D
Posted by cAvEll at 11:40 PM
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Such a tight schedule on Valentine's Day...
Yes as the title says... Very very tight schedule.... No i do not have a girlfriend... No i am not going out with anyone... No i dont like any girl... But no one believes me... Other than tubbybear... Yea... So like in the morning... Got novice... From 10am to... Dunno wat time... Then like after that... Like immeadiatley i think i'll meet my church people for lunch... Yes there are girls... No i do not like any of them... Cuz they are all too old for me.... And i do not like my church friends in that BGR kinda way.... And i'm not gay... Then after lunch i got church... The one place where i can pour out everything... Every thought, every trouble, every incident, everything to the Lord... So yea... He's like the one person who knows me inside out... Better than some friends... So He took me in.... But i realise that we all have to do our best and let God do the rest... Its very common.. But strong meaning... Yea... If any of you are interested in coming to my church.. Its opposite Paya Lebar mrt.. Sunday services are from 3 to 5.. PM... Saturday i'm not so sure... Go check the website at heartofgodchurch.org... Got all the info... Hehe... But u gotta gimme a ring or send me an sms cuz its like always full.... So i think God is the one thing that helps me with my troubles.... So yea... If u got a bible read Pslams 23... I think it's 23.. It goes like this... "The Lord is my sheperd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death. I will fear no evil for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life and i dwell in the house of the Lord forever..." I read this when i'm stressed and i have no one to turn to... I can think clearly and see no point in living in misery and i know that God is watching over us everytime... So i pray that those non-christians will accept Christ Jesus as their Lord and Saviour... He will not force his way on you but wait at your door for you to invite him into your life... If u are a sinner and want forgiveness pray this simple prayer to him: "Dear Lord Jesus, I admit i'm a sinner and that I need Your forgiveness. I believe that You died for my sins on the cross. I open up the door of my life and confess that You are my Lord and Saviour. Thank you for giving me eternal life. I know that I have a great destiny and future in You. I pray this in your name, Amen." So yea... If you are in trouble, turn to Jesus.. He will help in different and miraculous ways.. But remember.. When we win, we praise Him.. We lose, we praise Him.. Same thing for troubles... Bad or good we praise Him.. God bless you all (:
Posted by cAvEll at 10:16 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
I got an awesome sunburn!!!
Hey guys... Sorry if i havent been posting... I had camp in Bintan, Indonesia... Yeah... Hehe... First day we like had to wake up super early... Wasnt really looking forward to it... You know Avrel like chickened out cuz he had swollen eyes... But on the bright side.. Glendon Gan (those who know him) was in my tent and house so we like had damn alot of fun... Telling all the random jokes... Hehe... So we like had to wait for the other houses to come and it was so freaking hot... But i wanted a tan anyway so yea quite awesome.... But instead and i got sunburn... And why didnt i put on sunblock? Cuz i'm allergic to it so i got like the worst sunburn in the whole sec 2 cohort... On the second day, we were supposed to have dragon boating... BUT the tide was very very low... Like away from the shore... And the boat... Was stuck... So we used elephants to move the boat into the water... But we didnt dragonboat anyway... Ah fuck it... No one cared... But we had beach games instead... So i got plenty of sun.. AND AT NIGHT!!! It hurt so bad... But in a very very good way... So it was cooling... hehe... At night we had campfire... Where the girl part in men came to life... hehe... But i had to pose for suntan model.... Cuz mine was the best in the really bad way... haha but all was fun... I almost forgot i had a class.. Anyone know how to treat sunburns?
Posted by cAvEll at 9:56 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Why do days past so slowly....
You know today i was at school... And i realized how slow time was passing for me... Its like fucking slow.... I had no idea why... And today during art.. My maths teacher (who is also bowling i/c..) wrote in the wrong place on the CMR ( i dunno how to explain, its stands for class room monitoring record or something)... And um she dismissed us like half an hour earlier... Wat the fuck... But it was good... Who cares about art.. The teacher was the ultimate nagger... But my smart ass monitor told the fucking art teacher cuz he cared about his post as monitor... It doesnt even matter... Fucking smart ass... Then poof... Recess was like 50 mins later... So i had only 10 mins to chow down everything.... But i choked halfway... So like 5 mins gone cuz of choking... Assholes... Then i injured my ankle while running... How am i sppse to fucking bowl the next day i was wondering... Then i think i went deaf for a while when my physics teacher kept shouting and screaming like some crazy bitch... I dunno why she always does that.... But on the bright side.... No bright side... But i think i did the right thing by wanting to wish i died earlier... And bryan's a freaking dumbass... He smsed me in like 12 in the fucking morning... Asking me abt u know wat???? WHY IS SUFIYAH IGNORING HIM!!! UNCLE!! IF YOU'RE READING THIS.... PEOPLE HAVE TO SLEEP AND WAKE UP FOR SCHOOL!!! NOT LIKE YOU!!! BLOODY ANG MOH!!
Posted by cAvEll at 6:13 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
A new day...
A brand new day has passed..... Now we have to look to the future... Which kinda sucks cuz the future's like unexpected.. And i'll have to like fucking work hard in order not retain... I'm like the ultimate asshole... Haiz... I dunt even know what to do now... My life's in a mess... I need to like fix it as soon as possible.. But like everything's going to go down the fucking drain cuz i cant do things right... Then James is quitting and i got no one to talk to after that... And now i'mlike so lonely now... Or at least when James leaves... Then everything will fall apart and i have to put everything back by like... Waiting or something... But i cant do anything right so i gotta not do anything... This is so confusing.... Ah fuck it... No one cares anyway... And i went to Heart of God Church (HOGC) on sunday... The church is like a total youth church with only like 1% of adults... The worship is really good... The pastor's extremely good... Their aims are so high... The teachings are so good... They teach things that people can never teach me... Ever... Now i'll go back to wishing my life was good... But it's not...
Posted by cAvEll at 7:50 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
I have tried but now i'm sick of it....
I tried everything to help but noooooooo.... No one wants to listen to me when they ask for my help... Instead they scold me when things dunt fucking work out for them... They were like grateful... Then poof attitude change... What the fuck... They ask for my fucking help and i told what i think they should do but fuck it.... Then there's this bitch who keeps looking down on me... What the fuck... Bloody fucked up bitch... Go die... Damn fucker sia... You juz made my fucking day worse.. Then the worse part is she still thinks she's fucking right... Go die and make my life 1% more peaceful.. Please... I'm begging you... And there are more bitches in the world... Throw me aside like I'm trash or something... Fuck it... Dont like me say lah! Then dont expect to see me until you want to use me again... All the fucking hypocrites in the fucking world... Anyway... There are some good and real friends in this fucking shit world... You know why they're good friends??? Cuz they can actually understand... They dont backstab you like some bitches... And if you think the friends who are close to you actually know you... Think again... They might backstab you... Like they did to me... Then they outcast you and say that you arent good enough for them when you want to help them then they dunt try to help you instead they run away when you are in trouble.... Why dont people stop the fighting????
Posted by cAvEll at 9:43 PM
Friday, January 9, 2009
A new day...
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN!! I juz realized that i'm 164 cm tall! And like probably everyone's taller than me cuz i had my growth spurt in like what... P4? P5? I DUNNO!! AND I GREW LIKE 4 CM IN THE LAST TWO YEARS!!! How gay is that.... So Lyn's probably taller than me by now... Which isnt as good as it was... She'll look down on me and I have to look up to her... Which isnt nice... Cuz i'll get neck pains... And other stuff.... Hehe... BOO.. Chapel's awesome... I actually paid attention in MATHS and bowling training... So now I can improve.... Hehehe... I wonder when's C div...
Posted by cAvEll at 7:05 PM
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
James is leaving strike....
Hey guys... Its been four days since school began.. I'm doing fine... For now.. Other than this asshole in my class who thinks he's damn big deal... Fuck him... Not me.. Someone else... Hehe.. Now on an more important thing.. James is leaving strike academy.. Why? Cuz he needs a time out... See his face already know... But it was agreed between me and avrel and some barker guys that we need his coaching... And his help at times... But the most important thing is he's still coaching the school under strike as his part time job... But now I have to transfer to uncle billy... I will die before c div... And i think he'll give me more pressure than the rest... Cuz i'm an ass.. Yea... I think... And I've started studying for End of Years... Cuz i did so bad for last year... And i'm restricting my computer time to 15 mins... Short right? Yea... But has to be done... Cuz i dunt want immature asswipes in my class next year... So yea... That's it for now.. Take care peoples..
Posted by cAvEll at 5:12 PM