Saturday, March 28, 2009

What's gonna happen next?

HEY HEY HEY!!! I know i havent been posting!! Sorry.. I was kinda busy with some shit... We had methodist walkathon.. I thought it was kinda stupid.. Cuz like why waste a good and perfect morning walking 2.4km to 4km... It's just retarded... Yeah.. Then in the afternoon, I went to OCC to bowl... I was bowling for fun and i changed my release by a little bit... So now i got a bit more roll... Haha.. Then i saw Glendon and some sports school people... Shit.. My rev looks like crap when i'm bowling... Actually... My rev IS shit... haha.. I can't wait for c div... I just made it into team 3... Yeah.. So this will be my first time playing :DD last year i didnt play cuz i sucked too much... Until next time..

Posted by cAvEll at 8:23 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

CAVELL, POST. YOUR BLOG IS DYING.DON'T LET IT DIE LIKE SUFIYAH'S.REVIVE,REVIVE,REVIVE.

Nieheh, you're gonna scold me i knowssss... :D Choooo, i'm lameeeee...

Posted by cAvEll at 4:46 PM

Friday, March 6, 2009

Awesome day

Today was the awesomest day for the whole week... In the morning I was 20 mins late for prayer meeting but we still made it in time for the prayer... We as in my bro and I haha... Then i saw an unexpected guest... Some pastor guy who did chapel a few times... He was praying with us.. So we did the usual praying and reached out to our group members who needed help... And we just felt the movement in our hearts.. And somewhere I realized that those people who needed a change in their lives had a part of them that was devoid of a love that only God could fill... Yeah.. Moving on... The rest of the day was normal.... Haha... Miss Vani didnt come for the WHOLE WEEK!! So english was freaking boring... We just threw paper planes... Haha.. And during chapel we were talking damn loud then some teacher came and started singing horribly!! Then we were all laughing and clapping... I saw some sec 3 guy kneeling and clapping... cuz everyone was sitting and he was kinda obvious.. Haha... Then i started talking to Joey about some bowling ball thing... Yeah... That's it for now

Posted by cAvEll at 5:30 PM

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

I'm starting to crash

You know the feeling you get when you don't do anything well.. Well I feel that everyday... So far i've failed physics, maths and chinese... And i'm starting to turn back into my old self.. I dont want to... But its like stuck to me and i cant do anything about it... And my bowling's affected like crap... Now like i bowl like some... Some.. Ah forget it... You know what... I'm planning to give up.. I really cant make it now... I really really cant carry on... I feel like some useless guy.. Then like in everything i seem to fail.... I really cant make it.... I dont want carry on like this... But i seem like some... Asshole... I'm a failure when i start and a failure when i end...

Posted by cAvEll at 8:57 PM

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Hey guys... This is getting outta hand...

I think i'm starting to lose my head... I cant really perform well under stress... It super frusrating... I cant think.. I cant evaluate... I cant do anything actually... It hurts really bad... Then there's this person... I keep thinking about that person... and that person starts with a J.. I really dont want to think about that person and that person doesnt know i exist... Yeah.. I will kill myself if i repeat the same mistake... I will die... Now I cant bowl at all.... I'm not the same bowler that bowled a 180 average now i'm bowling a 120 average... I will not get into the school team but i will fight on until i cant do it anymore...

Posted by cAvEll at 7:00 PM