Saturday, February 21, 2009

Novice (the second day)

Haha... Novice was quite okay... I was bowling better than expected... I found my strike line really fast so that's good... I spared most of the spares that have to be spared... haha mouthful... Yeah... I was quite happy... Kim gave me a birthday card... THANKS KIM :DD!! Before we bowled we were all gathered around and laughing at me... I didnt mind.. THEN I FOUND OUT WHO TOOK MY LOCK!!! STACY AND KIM!!! Then they kept highing abt it... They were screaming haha..... Haha... Then my scores kept dropping... But i was happy haha... Then came Lyn and Kim... They both were getting emotional... But i wont say anything about it cuz its weird... haha... Till next time...

Posted by cAvEll at 8:29 PM

Monday, February 16, 2009

BOO!!

Hey people! I know i havent been posting for a very long time... But Bryan hasnt posted even longer :D... Haha... Oh yea!! I didnt say any vulgarities... Like the F word... The female dog word... Yea... Haha.. I only said it once... To Avrel.. He pissed me off!! Haha.. And i had my last bowling training today... I bowled a game... Or 7 games... whatever.. Haha... I'm slowly improving... My games were 136, 133, 175, 178, 176, 159, 173... So i think the average is like 161? yea... anyway... i gotta go..

Posted by cAvEll at 8:00 PM

Monday, February 9, 2009

Why is this happening?

There is something off everytime i get pissed... Its like everything goes smoothly before i get pissed and then everything sucks after i feel pissed.... Like everything supposed to be spared like the single pins.. But no! i keep missing cuz my ball overhooks or doesnt hook at all... So i'm gonna try something that will work for every lane condition... Haha... During training.. James brought three balls to us... Then he gave one to Glenn (the fat sec 5 captain), he gave one to another guy... Then... He gave me a ball... He said it was for mid-dry, mid-oily, and dry lanes and stuff... I'll get it replucked and redrilled then i'll use it... Haha.. He's going to Phillipines this Saturday so he wont present for novice... Just when i need his help... Haha.. The time i need him the most.. Haha... So... Until next time

Posted by cAvEll at 8:04 PM

Friday, February 6, 2009

I'm feeling disturbed....

You know the feeling u get when u watch some funny, immoral thingy... I had that feeling when i watched a video... No it isnt porn... I'm not sick... Minded.. I watched a satnaic music video... Ergh... Disturbing and disgusting... And very very haunting... It's stuck in my head... When i watched the starting, I didnt want to watch anymore... It's too disturbing... I'm traumatised.... Haha.... But on a happier note... I'm free of any distractions... Yes including GIRLS... I find it a bit off having a relationship at this age... Yea haha... I decided to retrain myself from kneel down to work on my release... I need more forward roll... I MUST FORWARD ROLL... No matter what it takes... HAHA.... Yes i'm weird... Yea... I cant wait for church... My favourite place in the world... Nothing like spending happy hours in church... haha... I suddenly feel like moving to australia... Crap... I hate having no strike trainings... I mean like i feel empty without it... But Uncle Billy said i'll injure myself if i keep training after trainings... Yea.. I'm hardworking... No lah... Haha.. Anyway... Take cares people...

Posted by cAvEll at 5:56 PM

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

What's wrong with me.....

You know i have a feeling that my attitude's changing.... Like i'm being... Emoer... haha... I dunt think that's a word... But yea... Haha... But i think like i'm about to go completely insane... Cuz like everyone in my family is like trying to drive me up to the point where i lose my head... And get pissed like shit... Then i go to school... Where got some idiots keep bugging me... Then got insane sec 2s and 1s... Then at training... Got wayne wong... Got James who keeps trying to extort something out of me... But i keep it all in my head... Yea... So everything under control but get pissed after a short time... Like in Tubby's case haha... Then got rolloff... Stress me like shit... Now i cant balance homework, school training.. And strike training... So my (bitch) mum said... FORCED me to drop strike training... But i didnt want to in case got got competition which i cant bowl under school... So i go to strike... And they have like awesome trainings... Yea... I'm done complaining... And my uncle said it's cuz of my zodiac sign which isnt a good year for me... But i dunt believe... haha.... But yea... I'm gettting strange emotions.... And i cant find a certain peace which is like very very... Essential.. Then i can calm down... And i prefer dwelling in my head... Playing back memories... Some very strange ones... Like... I'm not telling u haha.. But i think that i should look for that peace before doing anything else or it'll affect what i do... yea..

Posted by cAvEll at 7:49 PM

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

DANG IT!!!

GAH SHIT!!!! What the hell..... I screwed up in rolloff today!!!! First game... 175... It was ok i thought i'll do better the next round... But NO!!! What the hell!! Guess how much i got????? I got 112!!!!!!!!! How could i bowl so bad???? Then my average dropped!!!.... I dunt care!! I must make it to school team!!! Screw the people.... I MUST MAKE IT!!! I'll make my dream a reality... I WILL!!! GAH!!! WATCH ME DO IT.... Yea... That's all... I could get the 175 cuz i used my new ball... It's totally red :D... Very freaky... Haha... But i didnt think a shiny ball could hook on an oily lane cuz my other ball didnt hook much... Yea... But it's reaction was insanity... So yea... Haha... But i crashed on the second game... Its so crazy... What is wrong with me...

Posted by cAvEll at 7:24 PM

Monday, February 2, 2009

Rolloff today....

Today had rolloff as the title says.... I bowled an average of... 165... U know why??? My first game was 181.. Okay.. Good start... Then second game... I bowled like um... 173... I think... Yea 173... Not too bad... Can improve... Then BOOM!! I bowled 138... That's what pulled down my fat average... But then i willed myself to pull up my average.... Yea... But i could be like 180 average or something... Haha... Oh well... Tomorrow i do better.... So yea... Keep praying... I'll see the Sec 1s and 2s in C div.... I"LL BE BOWLING!!! Not like last year... hehe.... Keep praying people... I'm praying for everyone...

Posted by cAvEll at 10:08 PM