Tuesday, January 13, 2009
A new day...
A brand new day has passed..... Now we have to look to the future... Which kinda sucks cuz the future's like unexpected.. And i'll have to like fucking work hard in order not retain... I'm like the ultimate asshole... Haiz... I dunt even know what to do now... My life's in a mess... I need to like fix it as soon as possible.. But like everything's going to go down the fucking drain cuz i cant do things right... Then James is quitting and i got no one to talk to after that... And now i'mlike so lonely now... Or at least when James leaves... Then everything will fall apart and i have to put everything back by like... Waiting or something... But i cant do anything right so i gotta not do anything... This is so confusing.... Ah fuck it... No one cares anyway... And i went to Heart of God Church (HOGC) on sunday... The church is like a total youth church with only like 1% of adults... The worship is really good... The pastor's extremely good... Their aims are so high... The teachings are so good... They teach things that people can never teach me... Ever... Now i'll go back to wishing my life was good... But it's not...
Posted by cAvEll at 7:50 PM