Friday, February 6, 2009

I'm feeling disturbed....

You know the feeling u get when u watch some funny, immoral thingy... I had that feeling when i watched a video... No it isnt porn... I'm not sick... Minded.. I watched a satnaic music video... Ergh... Disturbing and disgusting... And very very haunting... It's stuck in my head... When i watched the starting, I didnt want to watch anymore... It's too disturbing... I'm traumatised.... Haha.... But on a happier note... I'm free of any distractions... Yes including GIRLS... I find it a bit off having a relationship at this age... Yea haha... I decided to retrain myself from kneel down to work on my release... I need more forward roll... I MUST FORWARD ROLL... No matter what it takes... HAHA.... Yes i'm weird... Yea... I cant wait for church... My favourite place in the world... Nothing like spending happy hours in church... haha... I suddenly feel like moving to australia... Crap... I hate having no strike trainings... I mean like i feel empty without it... But Uncle Billy said i'll injure myself if i keep training after trainings... Yea.. I'm hardworking... No lah... Haha.. Anyway... Take cares people...

Posted by cAvEll at 5:56 PM