Wednesday, February 4, 2009
What's wrong with me.....
You know i have a feeling that my attitude's changing.... Like i'm being... Emoer... haha... I dunt think that's a word... But yea... Haha... But i think like i'm about to go completely insane... Cuz like everyone in my family is like trying to drive me up to the point where i lose my head... And get pissed like shit... Then i go to school... Where got some idiots keep bugging me... Then got insane sec 2s and 1s... Then at training... Got wayne wong... Got James who keeps trying to extort something out of me... But i keep it all in my head... Yea... So everything under control but get pissed after a short time... Like in Tubby's case haha... Then got rolloff... Stress me like shit... Now i cant balance homework, school training.. And strike training... So my (bitch) mum said... FORCED me to drop strike training... But i didnt want to in case got got competition which i cant bowl under school... So i go to strike... And they have like awesome trainings... Yea... I'm done complaining... And my uncle said it's cuz of my zodiac sign which isnt a good year for me... But i dunt believe... haha.... But yea... I'm gettting strange emotions.... And i cant find a certain peace which is like very very... Essential.. Then i can calm down... And i prefer dwelling in my head... Playing back memories... Some very strange ones... Like... I'm not telling u haha.. But i think that i should look for that peace before doing anything else or it'll affect what i do... yea..
Posted by cAvEll at 7:49 PM